Audrey 080295 tumblr My dream is to become a multi-millionaire and be tall. " boys don't ask me out because they are intimidated by my superior intelligence and good looks " 2S2 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 February 2010 April 2010 ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, April 21, 2010 BURN! Why did you suddenly sms me such a bloody long post and blame me for every single thing. You said that you were trying to put it in the nicest way possible, but was that really your intention? Because it really didn't seem that way to me. Instead it seemed like you were trying to pick up a fight instead. I thought we were pretty good friends you know. But maybe I was wrong. I tried to be nice to you and I didn't think anything negative of you, did you know that. Monday was enjoyable, it always is, apart from the usual monday blues and the rain. You seemed happy too. You didn't complain about anything and just passed the day normally with your slightly weird personality. Then the next day came and you suddenly sent me this 10 page long sms, venting your anger and frustrations on me. Blaming me for everything when it wasn't my fault. I didn't want to have an arguement with you and have a bad relationship as things would be awkward if we were to work on future videos together. Your sms hardly made any sense so I replied you nicely. There you replied back with an even longer sms, clearly not showing any signs of trying to be nice. What about A****? Did you even bother to sms her about all of this, I suppose not as I checked with her today. You obviously have something against me. If this is so, I'd prefer to talk it over with me face to face, not by smsing. I'm damn sick of having these childish useless and nonsensical arguements and I do not intend with putting up with people who accuse me of stuff I did not do. I've had enough ok. So can you just talk with me face to face and its not only my problem. You obviously did you catch what I actually said on monday. We are only allowed 4 people in our group. I'm not the leader or anything, and no one was doing anything. As usual for most videos, I try to take the lead and lead our group to doing something. Things have been fine so far, and better than usual. I suppose you don't know me that well because I do not take things seriously and I take things as they go by. But I did NOT mean it when I said to leave your name out. Because in the end, one of our names would have to be left out. I meant it as a joke and probably as an example. BUT I seriously did NOT mean to leave G**** name out and you obviously did NOT catch what I said later. I said that even if we were to ask Grace to leave her name out, I think she'll say yes, but that's because she's too nice, I know that inside, she'd feel quite sad. I said that! And A***** can prove it. Neither of us want our names to be left out ok. I know that and i'm considerate enough to consider everyone's feelings ok. That's why I was actually pondering for a long time as to how we're going to fit 4 people names in it. Do you think I use you? Don't you think S****** is actually the one using you instead. No offense to her. You say I come and go as I please. Can you get the facts right. I'm there, at every single bloody session! I never miss a session except when I am really busy or am overseas ok. And because of certain inconveniences I'm not able to garner the knowledge for video editing. You were the only one who attended the sessions and thus, don't you think its wiser to leave the editing to someone who is more knowledgeable in that factor? We do not leave all the editing to you. All of us did contribute ok! Perhaps you were too engrossed in yourself to actually cosider the fact that all of us did contribute a hell lot. We handled the editing first and there you were sitting at the back, we were struggling and that was when you came in frustrated at us. We didn't ask you to do the editing at all. We did not force you, you did it on your own free will. And please, Ms J*** is actually the person who did MOST of the editing mind you. You say you do all the research. Ok I'm going to refer to our recent project. I don't know where your mind was. But, I clearly specified that you were to gain your cousin's approval and gain information on how Australia contributed to water. G**** was to find Singapore's information. Me and A***** was to make the script. DO you know how long it actually takes to make the script. It isn't as easy as you think since you NEVER made the script. We had to endure a hell lot of crap and bullshit from Ms J*** to fix our script, think of something new etc. And we were the ones who have been staying back till 6 every single session to be criticised by her. And while we were there, we were being considerate and asking you to eat your food because of your gastric problem and to go home cause your parents were waiting for you. Perhaps you felt our concern was nothing much. I'd like to clarify that if you're not happy about anything, tell me or any of our group members. Please don't blame it all on me because its not only my fault. TRUST ME THIS HAS HAPPENED MANY MANY MANY TIMES IN SEC 2 WHERE I HAVE BEEN BLAMED COUNTLESS NUMBER OF TIMES OF THINGS I DID NOT DO. I'VE SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH OK. Please do appreciate that everyone is trying their best to help you and everyone in the group and we are always doing our best. Finally no one said that they were not going to include your name or put your name last. I NEVER PUT YOUR NAME LAST OK. I'VE ALWAYS PUT MY NAME LAST FYI! AND YOU NEVER ALWAYS STAY BACK OK. PLEASE GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT. THE DEADLINE HAS BEEN EXTENDED TILL 24 MAY. TAKE IT EASY. OUR MYE ARE ONLY A WEEK AWAY. DON'T YOU THINK ITS MORE WISE TO ACTUALLY TAKE THIS TIME TO STUDY FOR YOUR EXAMS??? ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU'RE TAKING TRIPLE SCIENCE. If you still insist on your thoughts and continue to argue back. Please be aware I just want to remain as friends and score well for my cca. If you still think that I'm all at fault, maybe you're just not the person and friend i'd thought you were. LOL, I sound like some lian man. Thursday, April 8, 2010 maniac's road to paradise I'm lazy, so here's a point form post again. Screwed up ALL my tests this week. Worst week + most demoralising week EVER! Had NO credit for National Infocomm Competition. Prizes were presented to Principal without us knowing. Have to stay back till 2+ next friday to move tables & chairs whereas everyone else can be dismissed @ 12:30 My seat is blood hot cause there's no direct ceiling fan and Ming En keeps on hogging up the fan beside us. Have Emath test next week & I don't understand the chapter at all. There's a lot of other crap that has happened in the week but whatever. On the bright side, there's barely any hw to be done everyday because of the no. of tests + I managed to sleep before 12 midnight on most nights! (FINALLY!) I want to go to ACS(I) or ACJC soo bad! But I doubt I can make it. Once again thinking back on my biggest regret: NOT TAKING HMT! Don't want mass run tmr! Running 3 rounds is already hell! 5 rounds is just too much :-( Hockey assessment tmr, hope I don't fail it. 2.4 next week = DIE Tuesday, April 6, 2010 I made it School sucked. I'm tired of getting less than 7 hours of sleep. Had to stand for an hour (super humiliating) because of a question that not only I, but the whole class couldn't answer. Developed new hatred for chinese teacher & chinese lessons. Couldn't finish my SS test (I think I was the only one). For History test, had to finish 6 paragraphs of P.E.E's in 25 min. Could barely finish half of the History test. Regreted taking History. Screwed up both SS and History test. Laughed uncontrollaby at History teacher during entire History test. Penelope & Adela laughed along. History teacher spent 5 min (while we're doing the test) calling out people's index number, accusing them of not doing certain tests- BULLSHIT. Assembly consisted of bitchy voices and fake ang moh accents. Sunday, April 4, 2010 Pull me up, I can't swim on my own Food! Favourite thing in the whole WORLD. All the pictures of food above are super fattening but it doesn't really matter if the food is unhealthy as long as it's tasty. Yeah, I'm so fat and lazy because of that. I'm wondering how i'm going to survive on porridge for 2-3 weeks after putting on my braces. Anyways, (to Yi Shien) Because I'm being the forever kind, caring, generous, compassionate, loving, dear, nice friend that I always am, I'm dedicating a section of this post to you! (Please, I'm being so considerate that I even used a congratulations pikachu picture for you) Congratulations on getting into your 800m finals! Hopefully all your hardwork paid off! Do not give up on track and have perseverance and determination! I'm really proud of you and I'll try my hardest to go and support you in your finals :-) (Haha, sorry, I found this pika-hitler picture and I couldn't help post it here and dedicate it to you. Looks a little like Mr C_ _ _w , don't you think? -if your brain couldn't figure out what word that is despite its obviousness, it's another word for bite) (Pika-hitler create WW2) Tuesday, February 2, 2010 Wishlist (Haven't blogged in like a trillion years. Wouldn't blog for another trillion years unless someone asks. Since Valetta asked me to blog about my wishlist, I shall) #1 Famous Amos cookies/Subway cookies Famous Amos cookies must be those fresh ones that you buy straight out of the Famous Amos stores please. I don't want those Famous Amos cookies that have been packed and left on the NTUC shelf for more than a week. Subway cookies, I'd prefer chocolate chip/double chocolate cookies (peanut butter ones are fine by me too). Preferably 4-6 of them, please and thank you :-) #2 Moleskin! (There's a picture of it in case you didn't know what it looked like) I've been wanting to own a moleskin ever since Ys introduced it to me I guess. I want it cause I want to draw sketches all over it. I guess people mostly use moleskin for sketching. I'd like a A5 size moleskin, for sketching, so I'd prefer the pages to be blank and not lined/dotted. Some damn, bloody awesome sketches on moleskin. Hurry buy moleskin for me so that I'll be able to draw awesome sketches like these (but obviously mine won't be as nice lah) : #3 Colour pencils I know its damn lame to ask for colour pencils but I really need a new set of colour pencils because mine is all broken/lost/too short and its all because of my sister :-( Preferably the faber castell ones. Or aiyah, any NEW faber castle products. Like these: (This is a Pitt Monochrome Set and I've been wanting one of these for a longggg time) (This is a Graphite Set and I've also been wanting this for a long time) (This is an Office-Deskset and I honestly don't really care if I have one of these or not because its like not interesting at all lor. Its just to be put at your desk and used for studying/homework which is bloody boring!) (This is a Watercolour Pencil Set which costs just a mere small sum of $432.40 which I'm sure majority of my friends can afford ) :-) (Lastly, this are soft pastels which I really really really want!) Okay, that's it for now. I have a lot of other things I want but none of you would be able to afford it or find it. BUT, REMEMBER THAT I'D ALWAYS ACCEPT ANY KIND OF DESSERTS (SUCH AS CHEESECAKE, BROWNIES, CHOCOLATE ETC) AND I WOULD ALSO ACCEPT ANY AMOUNT OF MONEY ABOVE $2 (CASH PLEASE). OH YEAH AND I WOULD ALSO ACCEPT A MEAL THAT ANY OF YOU WOULD WANT TO TREAT ME (WITH THE EXCEPTION THAT THE FOOD MUST NOT BE CANTEEN FOOD) :-) Tuesday, November 17, 2009 The sky is falling down. Shit, I'm going to go take my flu jab very very soon. I'm damn scared cause I really really hate injections. I think its going to be painful lor. It may be like the p6 injection where you can totally feel the needle being pierced into the flesh. I wish there wasn't such a thing as injections, why can't we just swallow a pill. It'll be much faster and easier. 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